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Please visit me there instead.
I must agree that there is light at the end of every tunnel. I guess I am going throught one now and although I am not at the end of the tunnel yet, I am beginning to see the light.
Its been a very depressing and agonizing period where my health is concerned to the point where all I see is darkness and pitfalls with no end. The agony that awaits at every consultation with the various doctors and the physical pain of going through the tests... Sometimes I almost think if GOD himself is putting me through the test.
Besides the health issues, there's also issues of the heart and work hasn't been exactly smooth lately with so many unpredicted withdrawals and set-backs. Its blinding, discouraging and even overwhelming at times. Theres so much in these areas that I just cannot write about, but only HE and those closest to me will know.
But I now see relieve as some of my dreams and wishes is starting to unfold before me. I started this site by dedicating my first few blogs to the Concrete Angels of the world - all the children out there who needs some one to reach out to them. I wanted a chance of reaching out to them and being able to do my bit for them.
We had a good talk with Pastor Yeen Fun and Kelly about plans to reach out to latch-key chilldren from lower income family, girls who get pregnant out of wed-lock, children with learning disabilities, etc.. All these kinda helps put my pain away. It has become that light at the end of my tunnel. I am really looking forward to the day that I will be able to do some if not all of the above before my time on earth is up.
Its terrible how much medical bills cost in Singapore. Two medical check-ups and I am about S$2K poorer now.. No wonder all the pricvate doctors are driving big Mercs and Jaguars. They really charge you an arm and a leg for their services...
Imagine this.. I had an operation done at SGH some time back to release my Carpel Syndrome and it costs me under S$1.5K back then. Last week at Raffles Hospital, they quoted me S$4.7K for a similiar operation that I need again. Daylight robbery? What else can it be? So for now, I will go back to SGH for the same operation again..
And to top this up to my already poorer pocket, most of these investigations and procedures cannot be claimed from my medical insurance. The doc suspects that I have Cerivcal Spine disorder and ordered an MRI investigation which cost over S$800. Haiss... Then to think about the coming follow up medical investigations and procedures... Its gonna burn an even bigger hole in my pockets... Urghhhh...
